Hangeng.......

Hello everyone! I want to share my feeling to all of you, can I?
Hangeng... honestly, I don't want to call him Hangeng. I love Hankyung more but the situation forced me to call him Hangeng...

For your information, this is just my feeling. I am not going to judged anyone. I just want to share with y'all.

Hangeng, everyone know him rite? Today, I've read about his news on twitter. Allkpop said that he will comeback to SM Entertainment again. I felt very happy to heard about it in the first, but when I thinking about it again it feels like that news is totally impossible. Why? I'll tell you some reasons:

1. Hangeng said "Super Junior just my past. Now, I am Hangeng" at conference pers while he visited Indonesia about three days ago. He also said "I am not Beijing Fried Rice anymore." and at the same time at Beijing, Kyuhyun answered MC that he like Beijing Fried Rice because it's simple. :(

2. The second reason is still from Indonesia. When he scheduled to be a guest on music show, the MC accidentally said "Anyeonghasseyo" to Hangeng. After heard that, his face changed 180 degrees. I can see that he didn't like it, so he ask the translator that he is just want to say it in Mandarin, so he answered "Ni hao" to that MC. In segment 2 (if I am not wrong) the other MC said "Suju" and it made Hangeng mad. He told the manager to ended that show although it means that he is not professional.

3. It's hard for Hangeng back to Korea, he will got some antifans and if he do solo (because SM still don't know if Hangeng will be "Hankyung" again or not) it can cause maybe some problems like internal conflict.

4. Will Super Junior members be same like the first time they met as Super Junior05? I know, it kind of hard things to do. Hangeng leaved them without told them suddenly. Could they hide their real feeling forever? I am not sure about that.

5. Did y'all remember when Hangeng went to Korea for a while for shoot his MV? Heechul asked him to meet, but Hangeng said that he was busy. I think, it just because he don't wanna meet them. But I am happy to heard that Heechul came there to see his bestfriend :')

I am ELF, I also want to see them like in the past but if they are showed us their fake feeling while perform as 13 members should I be happy? I know y'all want to see HanChul moment again. But, if Hangeng forced to do it will Heenim feel better?
When Heechul crying, that's really hurt me. I know that he is really depressed about Hangeng. One of your bestfriend gone, how does it feel? Ah, i am really mad but i don't know who is the victim and criminal in this problem. Totally complicated.

Everyone thought that it just Heechul who felt sad when Hangeng gone. But no one knows that Leeteuk, Kyuhyun, Donghae, Siwon even all of them are missing Hangeng damn much. They always try to called him. I know that they all feel upset because of this sudden happen...


For me, it just feel like parent's feeling when their daughter want to get married. They are felt happy because they are succeed to growed her but on the other side, they are felt sad because she will leaved them. That's same as ELF's feeling...

That's all my feeling, i repeat this again, i am not going to judge anyone. This is just my opinion.

Thx for reading
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